Space Traveler Discloses Depression After Wave of Backlash Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, referring to a check-in call from a mission companion in the period after the landing.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and performed experiments during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her heritage – was drowned out under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since reaching space, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the followers whose kindness helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She noted that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the mission, such as spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The team of pioneers also featured leaders in various fields.
The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
